What a short life we have and yet we live it for other people more than we live it for ourselves.
It occured to me that we never really live the life we want . we just learn to settle we learn to accept we learn to put up with alot of things but however we word it the definition of it is.............
We wear despair more content then we do being happy
See most people are afraid of being happy
they have no idea what it feels like to let go of every insecurtiy they own and just be vulnerable just love someone for who they are and not for what pervious views tell you they are
Reminder::In primary School they teach you that no two people are alike
so don't judge a person for what someone else has put you thru because they are not them ....
so we must learn to stop searching for exit signs at hello and stop looking for the imperfections in a person and learn that imperfections is what makes a person perfect
we have to learn not to be afraid of being hurt
because however we look at love it ends up being pain thru break ups or in death by whichever one the emotions of it is worth it.....
I have recently had my chest busted wide the fuck open (cupid flew a plane straight into it)
so i know what having an exposed heart feels like ....it's a wonderful experience ... and you know what???? The fact that it can get torn out of my chest and smashed doesn't scare me
the only thing I was afraid of was dying without never loving a person fully
((meaning giving him my soul like he was God)
I have learned that it's the simple things that count the most
It's
The way he hugs
The way he jokes with you
The way he smiles
The way he makes you smile
The way he listens
They way he makes you feel
The way that he is truthful
The way he follows his dreams
The way he talks
The way he laughs
The way he looks at you
The way he loves the fact that i'm simple
The way he doesn't let pressure gets to him
The way his minds thinks
The way he supports you
The way he makes you laugh
The way he puts your feelings first
The way he is humble
The way he is thoughtful
The way he holds you
The wayhe lets his pride get in the way sometimes
The way he lets you be his helpmate even when he doesn't want too
The way he loves.... and the list goes on.....
50 years from now this is what you will remember about him
that He performed magic tricks without using his hands
the way he knocks the breath out of you everytime you see him
the way he makes you feel like you're five all over again
the fact that he can excite every part of your being and there are no words to describe the cadence of you heart beat when you look at a picture of him guess it could be compared to a grenade right when the pin is being pulled out of it .... call it an explosion of bliss because that the way he blows your mind up. the sound of his name will give you goose bumbs your body will feel like a roller coaster ride and you will remember that you have not been able to think right since time introduced you to him you will know what its like to hold the world in you hands
you will be like Damn I fell in love with a sorcerer of a man and he was the greatest gift i ever received .......
you will remind yourself everyday how lucky you are...somebody turned you into somebody and you learned to love that person more than you love yourself
with no strings attached and unconditional
life tells us that true love only happens once in a lifetime
So you will remember first light can come without one of you seeing it and the only promise is the moment that we're living in right now because time expires just as much as it goes on so don't settle instead live the life you want you earn the rite to be happy so be that .... Be Happy
"He performs magic tricks without using hie hands
he knocks the breath out of me everytime i see him
He makes me feel like i'm 5 again
he excites every part of me
and there are no words to describe the cadence of my heart beat
when i see him smile
He's the shimmer of light at the end of a dark tunnel
when you have giving up all hope for living ...
This is why I call him my Sunshine"
